I thought it was going to be horrible.
I woke up, earlier than I’d have liked. I got my period, later than I’d have liked. I’ve been getting cramps now, which doesn’t usually start until a couple hours. And I feel bloated and fat.
I didn’t want to weigh myself. I had to actually talk myself into getting on the scale, because I knew it’d still be between 180 and 181. Psyched myself up to be able to look at the scale.
Last week: 181.0 lbs
This week: 179.8 lbs
I’m out of the 180s. Shock doesn’t begin to cover it. I stood on the scale for… I don’t even know. I thought I was reading it wrong. It’s so weird to see that 7 stuck in there instead of an 8. I know, it’s just .2 pounds keeping me from being back in there, but I know I can stay out. I just need to work hard and not give up.
Cause that feeling I got seeing that number… incredible. Because that means I can do this.
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